Can I Get A Breather.?'

                     I swear the past 3 weeks have been the most hectic weeks EVER.!!! My boyfriend has been staying with me at my mothers house and I swear I don't know how much longer I can handle this. Need I remind people its 2010 NOT 1950.... its NOT the woman's job to stay home, cook, clean and cater to the man.... I refuse to baby a grown ass man.!! Ughhhh I'm not the type of girl to be around people 24/7... First off it drives me fucking insane and its beginning to make me not even wanna be here.. 
             Now that, that is said I can continue onto what else is on my mind.  I have been trying my best to find a decent day care for my little mama. I really want to go back to school and get it done and over with so that I can get a great job. I refuse to have a man take care of me, just for the fact they always seem to throw shit in your face. 
[well everyone does] 
         I want to have MY OWN meaning everything is in MY NAME, I do this so that if shit doesn't work out I don't have to start all over again especially since my lil' mama is in the mix. Ughhhhh I don't even know what the fuck to think anymore BUT what I do know is that if shit doesn't change I will be out and finish doing me.!


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